Airplanes

"Can We Pretend that Airplanes, In The Night Sky, Are Like Shooting Stars? I Could Really Use a Wish Right Now.."

Lovely lyrics from A song that just struck me from the first time I heard it, like a phone book to the back of my head. I could really use a wish right now, I really could.

But what would I wish for? Love? Money? a New Life? No, none of those things. I understand love, and why I cannot have it, I hate money, and what it has done to my childhood, my family, and me, and a Life, well, I cannot live another one to any greater good.

I would wish for peace. I would wish for sleep. I would wish to close my eyes for the last time, and lose this myriad of thoughts that plague my every waking moment. I would wish for the pinch that would wake me from this superfluous conundrum of a dream. I would wish for a simple end.

Ok thats a lot of wishes. I Guess I will have to spend the rest of this night, to define how I can formulate these wishes into a single statement, so that when I next see an Aeroplane, or catch an angel's fallen eyelash, I can make my wish.

Lost At Sea

Lost at Sea....

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The Seconds Tick on,

Moments too slow,

The Fading Edges,

On this Shadow Once Callow,

The Wind Dies down,

The Sails Tips Over,

His Soul Sits Trapped,

Amidst this Clear Blue Water,

Waves lap against his Starboard,

There isn't a shore in sight,

Hopeful Eyes Search the Horizon,

Listening For a Siren To End his Plight,

A Single Thread of Destiny,

Had Taught his Heart to Love,

But there in the Cool blue Sea,

There isn't a Saving Dove,

Closing his Eyes to the Sun,

He Shifts across to His Bow,

He surrenders his body to The Sea,

His Lips in Her Name, a Vow,

The Sharks Swirl around,

Scenting Blood,

Of a Broken Heart's, Bleeding Call...

The Salt of His tears,

Mourn Him With The Sea,

He That Should Not have Been Born At all,

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