This I love...

I am listening to a sad song right now. I have had it on repeat all weekend. Typically, it is by my favourite band, Guns N Roses.

But yes, this song, I suddenly had the urge to listen to it yesterday, sitting at home alone, I'd run out of blues to play on my guitar. Well my soul is full of it, but I'd exhausted all the strength in my fingers, I suddenly felt very drained by everything that is going on in the world that has now surrounded me. And I felt like hearing a heart cry out for love, and that is what this song is, it summarizes my yesterday, and my today. 48hrs of estrangement...

And now I don’t know why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
But then it seems that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And it might not be wise
I’d still have to try
With all the love I have inside
I can’t deny

I just can’t let it die
Cause her heart’s just like mine
And she holds her pain inside
So if you ask me why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
I know somewhere inside
There is a special light
Still shining bright
And even on the darkest night
She can’t deny

So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes

No matter how I try
They say it’s all a lie
So what’s the use of my
Confessions to a crime
Of passions that won’t die
In my heart

So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes

And now I don’t know why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
It just might be that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And now it seems that I
Gave up my ghost of pride
I’ll never say goodbye